Monday, February 26, 2007
too tired to blog.. I just want to let you guys know that its not ur fault but mine.. i'm the cause of everything although I very much do not want it to end this way.. many times i tried to tell myself that this is different from the past but i'm only starting to see more similarities. past experiences have given me a shield so i'm sorry for being the way I am... but thats me and I cant change the fact. Too afraid of being hurt.. to afraid to unmask the harsh reality.. thus, all I can do now is to escape and hope that I will not regret this decision.. I'm just not good enough so I should leave before you see the faults.. and leave a beautiful memory behind until the day I know I can be the friend that everyone cherishes.. the one that deserves a little more attention and alot more care.. perhaps i'll be happier this way...
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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