Friday, January 26, 2007
yesterday.. we had a vb match against sajc.. that was my worst performance ever. if i ever have a chance to play again.. everything will be different. really regretted all the mistakes that i've made. the disappointment in my team mates eyes whenever the ball falls to the ground... they'll only say 'dont worry girl, its just an experience..' but I know how much they wanted this. so I'm really sorry. for all the times i skipped trainings just to do some unnecessary stuff. and that they still treated me as one of them. so I'm really sorry and I know I made alot of mistakes yesterday and so I'll do my best to train harder and get better and not you guys down.. I will try my best although my best is not good enough and I might be even warming the bench during the competitions but I know I shouldnt think too much.. we should all try our best so tt we wouldnt let ourselves down..
Saturday, January 20, 2007
a brand new year.. an updated blog... a fresh new start again.. but nothing really seems to change.. just a couple of new problems adding on to the old ones and maybe a little more stress den before.. and yes. i'm still the fat ugly stupid siow, highly sensitive, randomly funny and very depressed gal frm 2006..
To the blgs...
it has been close to a year since we first met.. well we werent really friends at first but here we are... gossiping almost every single moment... I just wanna thank the blgs for all the joy and laughters and for being there to listen and care for each other.. for standing up when one of us is being treated unfairly.. for accomodating with each others preferences, for encouraging each other when they are feeling low.. and last but not the least... for doing all the stupid stuff just to entertain us. its been real fun knowing you guys.. every single day is a new experience.. lectures and tutorials would have been really irritating without you guys... so lets uphold this reputation and do what we do best,.... GoSSiP!!!! lols.....
ok.. back to me...
yesterday...
the J1 leaders and some j2s went to vivo city for some project star concert... its project star.. not project SUPERstar! initially.. it was a little boring so my face was lyk this -----> -.- ... every1 had to keep asking me wad happened as they thought i was emoing again.. ming was lyk superhigh okay! lols.. she danced even more den tt time when we went clubbing... lols.. me and soon kheng were already half dead.. den finally we saw this motivator in front of us trying to move to the tune... but his actions were so funny tt we couldnt help but laugh n mimick him... after awhile his fren noticed our actions and keep asking others to look.. and tt motivator turned back and laughed at us.. it wasnt normal laughing. he was laughing so hard tt he had to bend down n laugh at the same time.. so sk n and i were lyk whispering ' hey.. u c him laughing so hard.. if onli he knew tt he was doing tt the whole time..' lols....
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