Tuesday, April 17, 2007
As of today, I am officially a j1.. hmm.. what can I say.. I cant regret now although I seriously miss A06 soooo much!! I just love them and I never knew that until today.. Haiz.. wells.. since I chose this path.. Its my duty to make the best of what is given to me.. haiz.. today I went to jp with sk and we shopped for like hrs.. shopping with her is lots of fun bcos she doesnt only concentrate on the goods but still talks as she shops.. wif her ard.. shopping doesnt seem so boring.. lols.. and i'm really glad that we're talking again cos some time ago I thought she was pissed with me.. and i'm just glad that we're back to being blgs again... although dere might be some disagreements but I guess in frenships dere are bound to be disagreements and its a matter of how we forgive and accept each other.. so i love you guys no matter what!! :S so mushy.. eeeewwwww... goosebumps! lols.. haiz retaining is like jumping into the sea from Titanic before it hits the ice berg.. either i swim and survive or I freeze and die... so now i'm in a situation whereby i'm swimming around and looking for a plank to keep me floating.. :D :D okay.. enough of blogging.. its time to start searching for 1..
Saturday, April 14, 2007
hmm... went for training at sembawang today. i tot we were like going to train for the whole day.. sadly no.. but the trip was worthwhile after all. (: at least i came home not regretting that I spent 1 whole day not doing any homework.. lols.. yeah! we finally bought our team bag! and it only costs 60 bucks! cheap! :) but we can only collect it on thursday which is like so rush cos we have our 1st match on friday.
Haiz. Recently i've been really restless.. 1st I was down with a flu and straight after that, sore throat. I almost died during training today. my head hurts like hell and I had a tummy ache in between and I had to hold my shit all the way. It was so dizzy and uncomfortable. When I fell onto the floor while trying to save that ball, hitting my head hard on the floor, I seriously blacked out.. lols... I'm a weakling.. I havent been sick for like 4 years? 5? I dont even remember when was the last time I lost my voice.. the agony of not being able to go kbox-ing.. you guys just wouldnt understand... and my sister constantly inviting me to her kbox outings just adds on to the misery.. :( anyway its going to recover and once again i will be able to fill my schedule with kbox outings! No one can stop my undying passion for singing.. singing is my only joy in life. while most people confide in friends when the going gets tough.. I prefer to gather a few friends for kbox! lols..
hmm... Volleyball..
I really see potential this year.. Not like I'm any expert or anything but seriously.. the girls are good enough to go further.. I guess its like what everyone says.. Teamwork.. But seriously.. How much teamwork does one expect when most of them just came and we kept changing formations?? and the fact that we dont cheer and dont speak just adds on.. I think we should have a meeting soon.. discuss everything.. I think we'll all feel alot better after that.. Its more productive than just blindly train.. making the same mistakes all the time.. But you see.. I'm not in the position to comment.. I'll just try my best and do my part and take whatever is given to be and be thankful to get this far.. leave the rest to the pros.. :D
haiz.. I dont know.. I guess sometimes I do things to irritate people and they are mad at me? Or they just dont like the way I speak or do things.. I'm reall sorry if I made you upset. Is it me??? I really dont know.. If there is anything that I do wrong I think I'll prefer someone pointing it out.. at least I can change... or try to.. :D
... 'Haha' just called.. its 1 30 am.. =.= lols.. he is in jurong point now.. and he asked if I wanted to join... sadly.. I rejected.. am I escaping? Or am I just trying to buy time?
wished time could turn back...
Then I wouldnt have to think so much...
perhaps I'll be alot happier...
Recently I've been listening to this song called ' never let you go ' Its really nice and I think you should all go and listen to it.. the lyrics is quite meaningful...
once upon a time.. I believed.....
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