Saturday, October 21, 2006
It didnt take me too long to realise that I had been aimlessly drifting in this dimension for 17 years already! so I questioned myself, how would I want my life to be when I grow up. You see, like any other 17 year old adolescent, I aim to be rich one day, but then I slowly realised that I wasnt capable enough to start off with. so what am I going to do? Already 1 year of college life had passed and I still do not have any idea of what I want to be. I was chatting with Eunice the other day and she wants to be an Economic advisor, helping out poor countries. I think its a very interesting job and I too have the passion to help poor people. However, I know very well that my parents would not agree to this. Although my family plays a huge role in my depression, I know that I would never be able to shake off my responsibility. vanessa says she wants to be a lawyer. Thats my initial aim as well. but since I came into jjc , it seems that everyone wants to be a lawyer and thus, high competition will push me out of the society. but vanessa says that we have a lack of lawyers now, in which I really doubt since so many of them want to be lawyers. therefore, I decided to be a psychologist, but Eunice said that I have to have a masters to be a psychologist. A normal degree would probably land me up in counselling. well. about an hour ago I was in my dad's car and he was passing by boat quay(or clarke quay, I'm not too sure), and I saw the houses by the riverside and I was reminded of the time A06(well at least more than half of A06) went to see the canterbury tales. And while looking for a place to have supper, we walked pass the apartments by the riverside. Full glass, romantic, dim lights, fully air-condition, it was totally the kind of apartment I want to live in at the age of 25. so I set a goal. I am going to aim high. and 1 day i shall get that apartment, together with some of my close friends and we are going to have fun first before its time to get married. Yes. that is the kind of life that I want to live. I am not sure of reincarnation so I have to go for it at all cost. If I can only live once, it had better be gd! haha.. Still cant forget the fact that we actually won the drama fest! haha! we didnt even expected it! when they announced A06! I was like, did they read out the wrong class? Did I hear wrongly? we all thought grease would win! It was so unexpected. I could really see the joy in everyone's faces. The pure joy!! Fook tien was so happy! he was like running down the steps and jumping up and down. EVeryone of us were running down. GLORY GLORY!! all the hard work. all the time and effort. It was worthwhile.. woo hoo!! we went to celebrate aft that. we actually wanted to go eat something good but we ended up going to banquet. -.- and then we went to play pool. ahh.. I lost all my skills! the last time i played was in sec 3 and after that we stopped and i had deteriorated ever since.. sad.. ahh! I wrote so much already?! Haha.. I'm so talkative!!
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